Nobody

Dear Beloved People,

I don't think you realize how important this week is to me. After this week, it would be the 2nd wave of service in the design battlefield. Not only i will not get to see you within year 2010, i might be losing track of nearly everyone. I can foresee that, i will be losing as much friends as how i lost them during my diploma years.Nuff said, nobody will know how important this week is.

With Much Agony,
Mike dot T

Rainy Days

While winter falls on the other side of the globe, we are having cold rains as snow.

The hues of despair , complimenting the teardrops from the sky.

"You might look beautiful today, and wilt as time goes by. The only way to preserve that beauty, would be my love for you. Despite being wilted, i will still love you like when you were beautiful."-MikeT 19dec2009

"Dewdrops. They looked graceful even at the edge of a leaf, just like a true man, who is confident and bold when facing danger at the edge of life." -Mike T 19Dec2009

My 11 year old twin cousin impressed me today with his ability to catch interesting framing and compositions despite his age and knowledge about photography. I posted up an album just for him.Check em up guys :)

THE 11 YEAR OLD TWIN COUSIN ALBUM

Thoughts on Canvas

At night, i sat in icy silence, thinking about future,
Future, she has a bright one..
I love her, but never told her, coz
Love, from me, would only ruin that path...
Despite the time and opportunity, it might not work..
Anyways, most probably no one knows...
No one really knows about me...
Many would just assume this and that...
Trying to suggest what they think is good for me...
Mistaken who and what i like over and over again...
Taking over an imaginary position of my life,
Analytically figuring me out, as if i am a book,
The fact that, even if i am a book, u will not be able to comprehend its meaning,
But, who really knows? Should i let anyone know?
I loved a girl, who i should never loved.
Love, for me, is to let that person be happy.
Not to own that person, or to restrict her freedom.
Even at the expense of, letting go.
and see her, happy, living with another man.

P:s Most probably after reading this, most of you will start to assume an imaginary scenario that takes place, or a potential figure who fits in the story. Don't assume, don't ask. You will never know and i will never tell.

My Routine

Was it an overload symptom of body stress? I never recognize stress in the mind, so basically, i seldom rant about workload. I am developing a severe gastric issue that gives me pain even before i am hungry. As a response to that issue, i start to eat everytime the 'warning' is given. If i ignore it within 5 minutes, i might end up with disastrous effects.

My typical eating schedule nowadays.

8am- Hot Milo
9am- Porridge + Salmon
10am - Porridge + Salmon Returns
12pm - Rice with 2 selected dishes
2pm - Mom's Cake
4pm - Nasi Goreng
6pm - Rice with 3 selected dishes + soup
8pm - Soup II
10pm - Cake or biscuit
12 am - a cup of hot water and quickly go sleep b4 the pain comes back.

I know.....
it looks like a TV programme.Fat Mike in the making.

Oh yeah, Dad put a needle on my pressure point today, i never knew the effect of a needle on the right nerve can cause such phenomenal effect on my body. I can literally feel radiation of pain flowing from the centre of my stomach till my back.Dad says there's a lot of heat trapped in different region of my body.This one really helps in making them flow naturally again.Then again, im thinking, was it stress?

Anyways, its about 11pm. I managed to touch up most of the things and get ready for tomorrow.Let me show you guys a preview of it :)

Thanks to Max, without ur inspiration, i might not get the concept statement right.

Thanks to Miss Huwi huwi for the guidance, without your guidance, the development of my concept might not be as good as this.

Thanks for Jon & Yeow Long, for keeping me accompanied thruout this project

thanks to David and Jeff, without your tutorials last year, i might not render 3D as well as this :)

Finally, Thanks to mom and dad for keeping me alive :)

Thanks Claireeey

The moment i opened it, i started to smile, and as i flip the page, reading those words one by one, its just gives me the warmth. When i saw Brian and Stewiw, i can't help it, but started to laugh lolx.U made my day :)

Happy Mike's Day.

The one thing i like about my birthday is that, the Christmas decorations are all up, making it feels beautiful :)

First and foremost, i would like to thank my parents, for bringing me to this world, providing me with shelter, love and education, giving me an insight of the joy of living. (p.s : I love you)

Now, I have a list of people to thank for their time and effort in making my 22nd Birthday, better than my 21st lolxxx!!!

The list goes like this arranged chronologically:

Thanks mom n dad for the Ang Pows. bom boom pows

Thanks Valerie for your free McD supper am glad that ure eager to see me

Thanks bro for the awesome mask now me u and jon can go rempit with that mask on d..

Thanks Jci for bringing me to Dae Jang Geum now i know that desicion that day was right :P

The laughing JciJci

Food or Jcijci?Love the dawn, sunlight shining on my jeans..

Thanks Pei Jun + Xinyi's for the Death Note Characters
i am still crazy about it

Also thanks to Pei Jun again for the card, the lyrics translation,the time and etc etc etc

Thanks for Calvinz & Yee Teng for the big ass burger celebration.it was a funny piece of cake

Told you they were BIG!
Me + Miss PeiJun XDMy handphone as a prove that it is bigassBlowin off da candle, duh
Errr...Peijun:Now you owe me a meal.
YAY!!!!!!!!!~~~DEATH NTOE FAMALIE!!!!!

CALLS

12:30am-Kelly calls
With a pair of broken voice, she wished me happy birthday, and when i asked her, what happened to your voice, she said, aiya dun tok bout my voice la, no mood to talk to u d, bye. Take care of urself Kelly, and thanks for calling eventho at that condition XD.

2am-while i was half asleep, Amanda surprise attack!
This girl woke me up at 2am and gave me a series of brain damage and an intangible coupon with unlimited usage .go figure.Thanks for the time spent and the meaningful gift, i was really speechless...XD

10:44am- My favourite primary school girl called.
Despite the SPM wars, i received a call from this girl, picked up, and i hear a birthday song, (sang with a hint of shyness) and it was just, awesome to always hear from you Weigin :)

6:23pm - KBU called to ask me about my fees
THANKS.

7:36pm-Ing Hou called
With much gayness, he wished me happy birthday,and seriously, dats an unexpected call from you.Thanks for the sincerity XD

SMS summarized to the creative part XD

Yan Leng's sms:
Nothing's gona change your love for me.happy bday diesel :p
she is just too shy to say it the other way, but as always, i know what she really means, so thanks yanleng XD

Zhixuan sms:Uhuuu!!!Happie birthday to U!Happie birthday to U!Happie BIRTHDAY to U!uu~H~A~PPIE BIRTHDAY TO!!U!! OH MIGHTY,saeng il chu ka hae!!HAHAHAHAHA!! =D
This is one of the most hyper sms i ever received, its as tho i can hear zhixuan literally saying that out, and it's just darn funny and cute

Wei Chiang's sms:
hey bro happy birthday on the first day of the month of the year.good day mate
It's a first day of the month of the year indeed, thanks for clarification bro hahaha

Mun Ping's sms
fulamak its your big day man! Haha birthday also dun wanna tell me la...Lol, happy birthday la! Hope all your wishes come true la...haha,oh ya hope ur kung fu can be the next jet li generation xD
starting with fulamak already scares me a lil, and all of a sudden you are tellin me that im supposed to tell u its my bday and, jet li???dude, ure random!!

SuiLun's sms
Happy 22nd birthday Mike T!! XD dun get drunk yea..
Did i actually, get drunk before?

Seohun's sms
can you pls help me to wish a boy turning into a macho man today happy birth
day, since i'm not meeting him today.many thanks :)
What an indirect birthday wish -_-

Hui Yee jiejie's MMS:
send me an mms with bday tone,with a monkey picture on it and wrote, Didi,happy birthday to you.May god bless you with utmost love & happiness ya ;)
thanks jiejie, i was lucky not to open that mms when i was in a lecture lolxxx

Lee Keang sms:
Yo,long time no see n long time no chat...But nevertheless I must wish u happy birthday(i hope i got d date rite) may ur day filled wif joy and happiness
what a risk, sending it without confirming the date, u have not seen me long indeed dear friend haha

Ah Tung's sms:
Happy birthday Mike dear.
is it dear Mike or Mike dear...coz this is really geli, Ah Tung baby~

Cheryl's sms:
Hey.Yoyoyo!Gotcha!Haha.I know i'm wierd!Just wana spend my 10 sen to wish you HAPPY BDAY! Muack MUACK.
Oh, so it was 10 cents.and tellin a wierd person that you are wierd? hmm...not effective XD

YouXinyi's sms:
Just in case you haven't seen what i wrote no your wall, selamat hari jadi kawan baik!! ;D
lucky im in love with my best friend ~~~ok, sing k

Jiaern's sms:
Happy birthday mike, i know i aint the first or whatsoever.but at least i wished yea.you enjoy yourself today.hugs :)
If everyone wants to be the 1st one, then who is going to sms me after the 1st one right XD Thanks Jiaern XD

And here comes the wave of Happy Birthday with a smiley or a familiar sentence behind XD
TzeLing:Happy birthday ! :p
Woei Lin:Happy birthday :)
Leo:Dude...happy birthday man...
David:Happy birthday DUDE

MSN
I received birthday wishes thru msn, from:Shin Shyan, Sui Yuan , Bryan,Van Van,Jiok Li & Sok Yee.

My cousin ShinShyan was trying to countdown but end up dosing off, and came back 15 minutes late wahahahaha

FACEBOOK
Indeed, facebook was the best medium for people to post me a birthday message, and also the best advertisement board, to make people realize that....its my bday -_-

Below is a big diagram i photoshopped together, the list of birthday wishes i received in facebook.Click the pic for a better view :).

I was stunt by one wish that was so out of the blue, and that really made me think for a while. Just like the one from Ana.

"Happy birthday, ure not getting older, you are just a little closer to death...:D....Just kidding.wish you all the best."

No doubt its a little unpleasant for the Chinese culture to talk about death at ANY time especially your birthday, but come to think of this, it is true, that i AM a lil closer year by year, and that only means, that i should work it up, to be stronger, wiser and happy everyday,leaving a better footprint, before i step out of this world :)

Sara owes me a REAL HUG, that means all this while, she has been giving fake hugs.:\

Unexpectedly, Joelyn, actually sent me a message thru my facebook inbox,stating that
"Okaaay, im probably the last person you want to hear from right now.But Happy Birthday, and have a good one."
she was the one who is pretty mad at me, but she was able to subdue that, and wished me.Thanks Jo :)

Carmen wants to celebrate with me when she is back from US, seems like i will still have a celebration again few weeks later lolxx

I got SUNSHINE!~
In the morning, i meet up with a long lost friend, Amanda. It was definitely a time worth spending, a lot of brain damage and a lot of laughter. She is definitely a combo of a psychologist+lawyer+accountant. I never felt so defeated in my life. Thanks for the super sugary Snowman mandy-chan~

When will my reflection show, who i am....inside....duh, like now

Irony: Snowman, sunbathing.
Mandy-chan: Ken-chan see what i got you!~Horror scene, snowman head bitten off

At, at , at night!~Me + ninja = the coolest assasin ninja

At nite, was the dinner with my bunch of KBU dudes. Jon+ Yeow Long from Playboiland, Ady + Hsien Wen + Ming Yao from Sillyland, Anna from Psycholand & of course my dear Claireeey from i'm too nice.nicest person you'll ever know in fact land.

A confused robot + a confused Jon

WE had the dinner at Ninja Joe, despite the mediocre taste of burger, we made full use of the graphics and packaging in that chain. So its still worth it that way LOLXXX.

The flavors what differs thru graphics only

Shuriken Fries, eat & kill

Me+ cute cute ady, wonder why she only looks cute in pictures.

The climax of that day, was when they brought me a cake from Starbucks, and the song was sang by, Ming Yao alone, with everyone looking at him, cynically...including the birthday boy. It was definitely the highest point, where everyone laughed like mad cows,goats,chicken and
hyenas. You've made my day Ming Yao, seriously, all credit goes to you at that point of moment, to withstand such humiliation that is beyond what Japanese can do. Salute and hugs, to poor Ming Yao.

The 5 flavors which has nth to do with the cake
application of the 5 flavorsWas it so hard, to eat my poisonous cake?

Next was the "commercial smile" that Ming Yao did, at the picture that was taken, when i was feeding him the cake. That cracks me up again, and as friends, we all, joined in this "commercial smile" movement.

CEO & Founder of the commercial smile :Mr Lee Ming Yao

Commercial smile.inc team and staff 2009

commercial smile ambassador

Claireeey was generous in laughter that nite, i somehow find her laughs laughable.Its contagious.:P. Later that night, Claire smsed me to wish me happy bday, duno why she dont want to tell me on the spot.-_-

The nice + special Miss Claireeey

Lil ninja said, dats enuff dude, get outta my shop

At the late night, Jon treat me for a Heineken, we chill out at the club named, "mymumsprotoniswara". It was definitely awesome. The chats, the laughter, juz like the ol days. Jon told me bout the surprise plan that failed. Thanks for the effort Jon, It's not easy indeed to gather, Jci who is having a transportation prob, Max & David who is extremely busy with work. But it was really pleasant to even hear about that.hahahaha

Me+jon+yl @ Club "mymumsprotoniswara", PJ

And i thought it's the end...

On the next day, i received something unexpected from my taiwan junior Minyun who i know, not even for a month yet. Surprising indeed.Handmade MT keychain, now dats awesome!

The details, color composition, and presentation quality of the card is definitely a distinction.oh wait, do i sound like im evaluating concept models again -_-The details on the card gives me the shivers XD

My name, my pride, humiliated by Sara

Lastly, thanks Sara for the cake and your so called, bday present, by writing my name is a girly form wahahaha.U are very sneaky indeed, buy me a cake so that i can forget the REAL HUGS hahahahhaa...A Slice of Sara

Also thanks to mom for the beautiful cake XD

With love, from mom XD

At last, i wanna wish Happy Birthday to Mr.Cutie Jac Jac, whose birthday falls right after mine. To all twilight lovers, this fella is also a cute guy who can turn into a vampire :p

Told ya.